Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 9:47 PM
hey all .!
shifted my blog to
emblemofeternity.xanga.com
(:
Thursday, August 20, 2009 @ 12:44 PM
bought 3 stuffs this few days.
Firstly is this epilator !
for hair removal, not yet tried but colleague told me its useful.
so i bought it at 29bucks. (:
can be found at best denki or any other stores under panasonic !
(:
I personally love this Acne Cream !
i have an irritating pimple have been obstructing me for a week.
colleague Calyn introduced me this !
its good.! my pimple is slowly disappearing after 1 time usage.
PS:you can give this a try.(:
it only 3.95bucks at Watsons. (:
Bought DKNY perfume !
as my Eternity Moments from CK is finished.
time to get some change.
our love longevity ended?
19th aug.
last day of taka promotion..
its been long since my last off which is on National day.
tired tired.
catch up movie ORPHAN with jon !
after work at 9.55pm.
watched without Fiona as she' s out to Taipei !
comments about this show.
NICE !!
its scary at parts making people anxious.
the storyline is great as its never what people can expect.
worth watching dudes !!
had dinner after that at hougang.
then headed home.(:
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 11:33 PM
i saw something that made me disappointed.
all the words you have said.
everything you had done,
went down to drain..
i dont know what should i say,
i can only tell myself,
its about time for me to surrender when you are alr trying to..
what's the point of me being down when you are not?
where is the meaning of my words, i love you
when it doesnt even exist anymore?
is everything that you say is fake?
just a word to cool me down?
never give up?
will not let go?
or all along giving up this relationship alr?
which is true?
im tired of thinking..
tired of all stupid imaginations..
im done with it.
sigh.
Monday, August 17, 2009 @ 7:44 PM
8th day since 9th August .
today is the 8th day im living without you .
im still not used to it.
ate at yoshinoya, drank finished the miso soup.
thought of you, asking me to not drink too much of it.
now, you are no longer there to stop me....
reached out my hands to hold on the pillar,
thought of you saying eek to my inwards elbow....
now no one ever do that to me anymore......
after eating, i got the habit to actually clean up the table,
clear up all bits and pieces before i leave...
i thought of you..
taking the lift,
when i lean on the wall, i thought of you pulling me up,
ask me not to lean...
now, no one stops me but i'll stop myself.
whenever i want to lay cutlery on the tray,
i thought of you and i just have the urge to pick it up,
and leave it on the saucer instead of the tray....
doing everything, without your voice and presence.
even hello panda is going against me.
i ate hello panda with no fillings,
its empty, just like how my heart is feeling right now.
no more supper, no more hello panda.
now even the perfume that you gave me its finishing.
is our love longevity the same as the perfume?
i guess you are in the midst of giving up.
but,
im not.
i'll still love you alone, just loving you,
but not having thoughts of getting back with you.
i'll still be the same as what i always told you.
im serious since the first time i told you,
I Love You..
Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 2:26 PM
14-Aug
went for taka promotion.
for new lauched skin signature series.
wasnt say very good for sales,
but its good for gaining experience. (:
end work at 10pm.
met up with jon and Fiona for movie.
named, "xia dao siao"
local show by Jack Neo.
if i need to give a comment,
i would say, its kinda no link.
and its not worth watching..
cabbed home after that.
To you: Thanks for highlighting it to me, thanks for your concern.
I would take note, as thats the only way that i can make myself happier,
& keep myself occupied.
Honestly, i miss you..
Take care my love.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 11:54 PM
13 August 2009
its a extremely LONG but FUN day !
woke up at 7.15am.
rushed to meet up Mandy and Calyn at Hougang train station.
head up to Novena for burger king breakfast before training at office.
tgt with Kiki and Gena too. (:
head up to office for training at 10am.
started learing Rosetta's massage steps.
Using our new launched product,
Skin Signature.
The power to transform ageing SK-II’S SKIN SIGNATURE SERIES
Based on the new insights on Skin Power and ARE, and the breakthrough discovery of the powerful cocktail of Oli-Vityl, Signaline™, and Pitera™, SK-II has designed an entire Skin Signature series to boost Skin Power.
The SK-II Skin Signature Series line-up comprises a moisturizer, mask and foundation to give women sustainable beauty they
can see (radiance), touch (smoothness) and feel (firmness)
haha, slight advertisement. laughs.
its fun as its like facial that i've learnt before in Beauty Therapy.
more on hand on and time pass fast ! (:
during break time, we went to walk walk.
and i saw contact lenses !
i bought Maxi Eyes!
buy 2 boxes free 2 boxes.
so i bought 1 brown and one black to big eyes.
and 1 brown and 1 black for normal dual color lens. (:
including one bottle of solution.
first spending, $60.90.
Back from break to office.
learnt about out new gadget, skin phone !
skin phone helps to measure Skin's Power Quotient(SPQ)
it actually captures photos and determine which SPQ level are you.
SPQ I , SPQ II or SPQ III.
it focus on customers who have aging concerns.
its cool and interesting!
everyone gets to bring home one each. (:
after training, im heading out with Mandy!
planned for shopping.!(:
changed and headed to first destination,
Far East.
ate Pon Tian once reached.
walked about at Far East and i bought a make up pouch.(:
therefore, this is my second spending of the day,
@ $24.90.
continued walking,
headed to a accessories shop,
bought earrings that matches my dressing today!
not really clear but its actually in navy blue color with star on one side.
(: its @ $19, my third spending.
followed by we head to Scotts to actually get my stockings for work.
then to tangs and we saw the 2 in 1 hair curler + straightening gadget.
it costs $49.
it took me quite awhile of thinking, end up i did not purchase it.
its bulky to carry, maybe some other days.(:
headed to Wisma and walked in to Charles & Keith.
bought a handbag which is so gorgeous !
where its only @ $29.90 !
so i whacked it straight ! ^^
Forth spending of the day.
then headed to Takashimaya.
headed to Kinokuniya,
bought VIVI magazine !
its @ $18.10.
Last spending of the day. HA !
headed to Paragon's coffee bean to chill.
captured photos, and here they are. (:
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 9:50 PM
i thought, but its not.
its just a fraut,
another bubble thinking.
went for dinner with friend,
while on the way,
i thought i saw your bike.
while on the way back,
i saw you alighting your bike.
heading to prata shop at my house area,
thinking if thats really you.
a note pad infront of me during work,
lift up the pen &
this just came out within a few mins.
you keep flash up in my mind..
surprises in my mind is always so wild.
but end up it always turn out to be disappointment.
i did something foolish after reaching home.
found out how dumb i really am,
but thats the only way that can let me sleep better.
told jon,
he said im seriously dumb.
but, thats how you can affect me.
doing anything willingly just to clear my doubts.
but end up it always turn out to be disappointment.
i did something foolish after reaching home.
found out how dumb i really am,
but thats the only way that can let me sleep better.
told jon,
he said im seriously dumb.
but, thats how you can affect me.
doing anything willingly just to clear my doubts.
i love you still as much,
but i keep reminding myself,
we wont have the same happiness if we are tgt.
no matter what, i'll still love you in heart..
able to see you ytd, cant settle down my mind well.
but, im glad that you are just fine.
take care sweetheart.
13-aug : will be at office having training from 10-5.30pm.
(heading out with Mandy after training)
14-aug : will be at takashimaya for new launch promotion from 12-10pm.
(catching some movie i guess)
15-aug : will be at Bugis . 2.15-10.15pm.
but i keep reminding myself,
we wont have the same happiness if we are tgt.
no matter what, i'll still love you in heart..
able to see you ytd, cant settle down my mind well.
but, im glad that you are just fine.
take care sweetheart.
13-aug : will be at office having training from 10-5.30pm.
(heading out with Mandy after training)
14-aug : will be at takashimaya for new launch promotion from 12-10pm.
(catching some movie i guess)
15-aug : will be at Bugis . 2.15-10.15pm.
Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
i realised its a mistake to text you,
as you dont even replies.
i realised its wrong,
i wont do it again.
Thanks to Fiona ,
Thanks to Jon,
Thanks to Mark.
You dudes brightens up my day.
(:
Romance is never really what i can ask for.
@ 4:03 PM
i envy...
this is the second time,
i saw colleagues receiving flower from boyfriend through delivery.
this time, is colleague and boyfriend quarreled.
this is just so sweet.
can feel the dote from boyfriend when they are at work.
i miss...
when i saw bikes riding pass me,
i start to think of you,
i miss you...
time is needed & i will endure.
10aug, working at taka 11.30 to 7.30.
11aug, working at bugis 2.15 to 10 15.
12aug, working at bugis 2.15 to 10 15.
Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 9:34 PM
9th August.
my feelings was right.
told myself its never appropriate to doubt you.
but, i felt foolish to be proud.
boosting around.
when things aint right.
im serious about you,
been through so much to be with you.
but now, it has come to an end.
leaving you in silence is the biggest courage i can get.
i have no other choice,
last glance at you with tears rolling down.
leaving your house in silence,
a note of goodbye.
PF, you are the one that make me learnt from my past.
i thought i would never have the kind of sadness again.
i told everyone, i felt very happy when im with you,
and i cherish it.
I'll not forget every bits of things we have been through.
getting lost on the road,
smell of bike,
black oil on leg,
laughters we had,
cup full of lemon,
macdonalds,
ice cream,
supper,
dim sums,
egg with mayo,
jokes we always had,
and the hug you have given me.
all these feelings, i can never forget.
never ever had complaints of what other girls had.
was always happy being on the road with you.
mind your meter.
one last time, calling you baby,
one last time letting you see me cry.
in my heart, you'll always be my baby, my love.
i'll never forget you, and,
i've forgave you since 9th August 6am.
I've never ever wanted to leave your warmth.
i just feel that what you really need right now is time.
I LOVE YOU, im always serious about you.
22/05/09 the day by the bay,
you said you were ready for a relationship.
9/08/09 the day at your house,
i know you werent ready.
thats why i left.
never wish to stress you on anything.
i'll reflect on my flaws.
remember to ride carefully,
remember to have enough for your meals,
remember your daily skincare routines,
remember to rest well after long day of riding,
whenever you have headaches,
try doing head massage to relax yourself down.
i love you.
Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 11:03 PM
apologies.
baby, loving you is what i did.
maintaining what i should.
flaws that overlooked.
learning , time , space.
understanding each other takes lots of patience and time.
PF baby , i love you .
Thursday, August 6, 2009 @ 1:37 AM
if we knew each other later , we might be planning for the future..
knowing each other at a right time , a right place .
time is all that matters , now i'll maintain the present .
slowly foresee the future .
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @ 9:22 PM
the only thing that im terrified of.
is it coming to me ?
when can i ever conquer the fear
of being betrayed by love?
i dont wish to doubt.
i hate to doubt.
when can i ever have trust in myself?
i hope things will be just fine...
baby, i love you .
i'll not ask for future .
but i hope to maintain present ,
as long as i can .
Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 1:33 AM
New haircut . (:
OFF DAY !
Vivo,Town,East Coast! (:
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 10:31 AM
when i woke up this morning,
i felt empty.
Thats the moment when i know,
I'm missing you.
never presume nor assume.
not in good shape.
gonna do something to my hair.
cut, dye or anything.
just something..
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 11:40 PM
dont wish everything to be a disappointment.
always awaiting for surprises.
im still waiting for those tiny happiness in mind.
always awaiting for surprises.
im still waiting for those tiny happiness in mind.
@ 12:22 AM
missed romance.
missed the moments.
things always turn out to be what i dont expect.
tiny surprises could be done.
money doesnt matter, is the thought.
counting down to 22nd July 09..
Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 8:53 PM
miss hanging out with you alone.
timing doesnt match due to work.
&
im trying to remain silent.
doesnt mean that i know nothing.
please know your limit & ask your heart
before doing anything.
im trying hard to treat it as nothing.
timing doesnt match due to work.
&
im trying to remain silent.
doesnt mean that i know nothing.
please know your limit & ask your heart
before doing anything.
im trying hard to treat it as nothing.
Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 4:58 PM
trying to be normal.
dont wish our relationship to be affected by you two surrounding my boy.
i dont wish to quarrel.
i dont wish to make a big fuss about it.
since the day im with you,
i changed my habit.
i changed my style.
i changed my nonsense.
i hope all these changed is worthwhile.
i dont wish all my effort to go into drain.
i love you thats why i did it.
dont wish to reach the limit of revenge.
eating chocolate to make myself feel happier.
buying stuffs to cheer myself up.
what else....
Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 12:28 AM
want to learn driving.
gonna enrol for BTT.
finding time ~ (:
gonna enrol for BTT.
finding time ~ (:
Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 1:50 PM
wednesday.
went home tgt with Mandy ! (:
met up baby at hougang, went home changed.
headed to marina to look for JJ and sher. (;
chit chatted.
went to marina barrage ! GOSH~~~
its darn beautiful ! (:
love the walkway.. love the scenery.!
thursday.
worked with swollen eyes.
bad day,
asked baby to fetch me home.
eyes was in terrible state. ):
friday.
MC ~
eyes swell even worst.
whole eyelid swollen ...
pain , swell & it hurts everytime i blinks..
waited for baby to come meet me at noon..
went to see doctor.
ME:"will i be okays by tmr?"
DOC:"hah~ not so fast. at least 2-3days"
ME:"if it still continue to swell after 3 days?"
DOC:"then you got to head to eye specialist at Hospital."
gosh.. there goes my work day & i got another day of MC..
saturday.
second day of MC.
ytd night went to bugis with baby, JJ & sher.
met up something bad while on our way to cathay.
ate ben & jerry's.
went out with my swollen eyes..
wore a specs out. ):
intention to go ssdc to enrol BTT . (:
waiting for that lazy pig to get up..
sun burnt his ass & yet he is sleeping so soundly..
hungry, gastric, time for medicine. ):
went home tgt with Mandy ! (:
met up baby at hougang, went home changed.
headed to marina to look for JJ and sher. (;
chit chatted.
went to marina barrage ! GOSH~~~
its darn beautiful ! (:
love the walkway.. love the scenery.!
thursday.
worked with swollen eyes.
bad day,
asked baby to fetch me home.
eyes was in terrible state. ):
friday.
MC ~
eyes swell even worst.
whole eyelid swollen ...
pain , swell & it hurts everytime i blinks..
waited for baby to come meet me at noon..
went to see doctor.
ME:"will i be okays by tmr?"
DOC:"hah~ not so fast. at least 2-3days"
ME:"if it still continue to swell after 3 days?"
DOC:"then you got to head to eye specialist at Hospital."
gosh.. there goes my work day & i got another day of MC..
saturday.
second day of MC.
ytd night went to bugis with baby, JJ & sher.
met up something bad while on our way to cathay.
ate ben & jerry's.
went out with my swollen eyes..
wore a specs out. ):
intention to go ssdc to enrol BTT . (:
waiting for that lazy pig to get up..
sun burnt his ass & yet he is sleeping so soundly..
hungry, gastric, time for medicine. ):
Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 4:56 AM
colleague's Mandy 21st birthday on 1st July ! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY . (:
worked 8am today for stock take.
followed by heading down to east coast for bbq after ending work at 4pm.
enjoyed.
had fun.
hope Mandy feels so too . (:
baby came over to fetch me at east coast.
headed back to rivervale plaza for dinner.
went to punggol end awhile,
went to punggol find his friend.
now just reach back his house at around 4.45am.
tomorrow is my leave.
wonder where should i go ? (:
goodnights (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY . (:
worked 8am today for stock take.
followed by heading down to east coast for bbq after ending work at 4pm.
enjoyed.
had fun.
hope Mandy feels so too . (:
baby came over to fetch me at east coast.
headed back to rivervale plaza for dinner.
went to punggol end awhile,
went to punggol find his friend.
now just reach back his house at around 4.45am.
tomorrow is my leave.
wonder where should i go ? (:
goodnights (:
Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 7:34 PM
i wished i could help..
my apologies .
hope i could cheer you up a little ..
but i just cant think of any ideas..
hope to see you smile.
my apologies .
hope i could cheer you up a little ..
but i just cant think of any ideas..
hope to see you smile.
@ 12:08 AM
saturday , 27 june.
met up with baby after work.
headed to town, watched transformers with baby's friends.
enjoyed my time with baby, (:
ate breakfast, ate dinner after waking up,
did mask with baby. (:
my voice getting more and more man.
pay draining with speed.
terribly broke.
i work for my pleasure and entertainment.
but i see none of them mentioned above.
i love the dress i saw at far east.
i adore the skirt i saw at far east.
i longed to have a pair of white heels.
i desire to have a red wallet.
i wish to have a laptop...
but i see none of them appearing up to me..
it'll take me long.. ):
im not happy when i cant get what i want..
got to wait for my next pay.
this month's pay totally suck ! sigh.
met up with baby after work.
headed to town, watched transformers with baby's friends.
enjoyed my time with baby, (:
ate breakfast, ate dinner after waking up,
did mask with baby. (:
my voice getting more and more man.
pay draining with speed.
terribly broke.
i work for my pleasure and entertainment.
but i see none of them mentioned above.
i love the dress i saw at far east.
i adore the skirt i saw at far east.
i longed to have a pair of white heels.
i desire to have a red wallet.
i wish to have a laptop...
but i see none of them appearing up to me..
it'll take me long.. ):
im not happy when i cant get what i want..
got to wait for my next pay.
this month's pay totally suck ! sigh.
Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 9:06 PM
SICK.!
2nd day for being sick.
dont wish to get mc.
I NEED MORE CONCERN FROM YOU.
sigh.
i tried my best to help you in whatever i can
i hope you can appreciate and pay more attention to me.
at least "how are you feeling?better?" in the morning of your first message.
i dont know what i want.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
i dont have the strength to think about it.
im sick, i just need a companion.
whats the point of me being so qiong in work & yet i still feel so tired with no happiness.?
i want you to spend more time with me alone.
thats it. ):
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 7:16 PM
one month anniversary.(:
slow & passionate one month had passed.
tons of things happened but we have go through it well.
love the way you hugged me with that smile of yours.
slowly learnt how to realise your concern by heart.
baby, i love you & hope you like the present given.
pictures speaks memories.(:
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ 10:08 PM
YES !
I finally managed to enlarge the photos.
Laughs .
FINALLY.
so here is the photos again . (:
More photos to upload soon.
Disfigured photos took with Fiona.
waiting for her to post.
Met up with Fiona & Shirley today at town.
we did something dumb.
we went to take neoprints when we are bored.
& thats when we realised that we are OLD !!
So tired after taking neoprints due to catching up with the speed.
(: fun.
I finally managed to enlarge the photos.
Laughs .
FINALLY.
so here is the photos again . (:
More photos to upload soon.
Disfigured photos took with Fiona.
waiting for her to post.
Met up with Fiona & Shirley today at town.
we did something dumb.
we went to take neoprints when we are bored.
& thats when we realised that we are OLD !!
So tired after taking neoprints due to catching up with the speed.
(: fun.
