a normal sunday , 29th july . woke up at 4pm . slept late last night . (: went online after wash up .. about 5 plus , went to hougang point , buy dinner back for brother and me . =x bought kfc to eat . just finished eating . and now im bored ! *moodless day*
thoughts passing me through my mind everyday . looking at you right now seems like my hobby . as long as i can look at you at one particular corner , i just feel satisfied . as long as i see your lovely smile , it can be my happiness . i want you to be happy . in a relationship , i want to play a part as a girl but not a role as a guy . i dont wish to take up the job of what a guy should be doing . a girl should feel secured when she have a guy in her life . a girl shouldn't be taking care of her boy , should be her boy taking care of her particularly . sweet talking may not be something that is true . but it can brighten up your girl or boys life at that moment . i want to have a romantic love , a guy who can make me feel secured , a guy who can take care and concern of me . someone who can do things that make me feel safe , but not worrying for him all the time . i dont mind living my life alone . the love i had before , hurts me . i cried for him like i never cry before . there's once , he fell sick , i'm so worried . while on the way to his house , im shivering , feel like crying . i wonder how is he . i wonder if he's feeling oks . when i touched his forehead , the warmth burns my heart . by looking at how uncomfortable he was , it aches my heart . i want you to be healthy . i want you to be fine ... :(
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