Monday, September 1, 2008 @ 8:16 PM
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today was a ruined holiday. sigh.stayed at home whole day.got a call from him & he is going out again.to a place that i detest him going,meeting people that i detest him to meet.you are not fulfilling any of the promises that you've made.if you know that you cant fulfill it, WHY make the promise in the first place.?!if this continues, we are really really going to have lot of troubles.why being in love is so tiring, so hurtful.?i want you to feel my love, i want to feel it back tgt with happiness.but it seems like there's nothing coming back in return...baby, tell me you're trying hard too, tell me its just that i never see your hard work.tell me that we're good, tell me that nothing is happening behind us.prove me that im wrong, please.im in a very painful situation. i want you to be with me by my side.let me feel your presence will you .? sigh.now my mood is , love = sadness + pain .