Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 10:29 PM
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12nov, the last time you said I LOVE YOU.
15nov, i received your last kiss .
25nov, i received your last warmth , tight hug. thats all i can receive from you.
i wont be on the same stage with you on your wedding.
you wont be proposing to me.
i'll be below the stage giving you blessings..
videos of your silly movements would be published for your wife to see.
but the proposal video can only be viewed by me.
blessings for you and your future wife ...
i've done my best to continue staying contact with you.
i've done my best to survive whatever i can.
but all i can say is i failed everything, totally failed.
i lost everything, i tried to retrieve your feelings back.
but once you announced you totally feel nothing for me,
thats when i feel devasted,
thats when i know we're drawing to an end.