Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 3:01 AM
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Apologies Everyone !
Didnt mean to put my blog rotting.
Just that nowadays there's tons of things happening.
Firtsly , no longer having sweet around.
No more sweetness ,
No more care & concern ,
No more perfect boyfriend being there for me.
Dont ask me why , I can only say , The problem only lies with me.
I'm counted as single.
Not knowing what position I am at now,
Waiting for a confirmation with sweetness..
Thinking how long will i have to wait ,
but since the day i known you, I've been waiting.
So i'll still wait for our confirmation.
Though i dont experience all the sweetness, care love & concern i once had,
But i do get the warmth feeling.
I dont mind you not having transport,
dont mind you can give me surprises with huge expenses.
I just need your presence , & some simple surprise at times will do.
I understand that you dont really like to express your true feelings to me.
I admit that at times its totally difficult to get me to understand you.
Its tough for me to really know how you thinks and if you really cares.
But i'll still try my very best to understand you well..
I believe i can .
Though it really really stress me out & push me to a corner just to understand you more
& figuring out your thoughts, I'll still hang on as i believe its worth it.
Be who you are , just let me have a tiny position at your heart.
Respect me & give a thought for me ,
Express some Love Care & Concern at times let me know your existence..
Thats all i need .
I dont need cash nor transport.
I only need Love . (:
I ask myself if i love you , I believe i do .
I told myself that i need to understand you .
I should stop struggling , I should stop hanging around...
I miss my girls too.
Awaiting for June meet up. Loves..