Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 9:34 PM
9th August.
my feelings was right.
told myself its never appropriate to doubt you.
but, i felt foolish to be proud.
boosting around.
when things aint right.
im serious about you,
been through so much to be with you.
but now, it has come to an end.
leaving you in silence is the biggest courage i can get.
i have no other choice,
last glance at you with tears rolling down.
leaving your house in silence,
a note of goodbye.
PF, you are the one that make me learnt from my past.
i thought i would never have the kind of sadness again.
i told everyone, i felt very happy when im with you,
and i cherish it.
I'll not forget every bits of things we have been through.
getting lost on the road,
smell of bike,
black oil on leg,
laughters we had,
cup full of lemon,
macdonalds,
ice cream,
supper,
dim sums,
egg with mayo,
jokes we always had,
and the hug you have given me.
all these feelings, i can never forget.
never ever had complaints of what other girls had.
was always happy being on the road with you.
mind your meter.
one last time, calling you baby,
one last time letting you see me cry.
in my heart, you'll always be my baby, my love.
i'll never forget you, and,
i've forgave you since 9th August 6am.
I've never ever wanted to leave your warmth.
i just feel that what you really need right now is time.
I LOVE YOU, im always serious about you.
22/05/09 the day by the bay,
you said you were ready for a relationship.
9/08/09 the day at your house,
i know you werent ready.
thats why i left.
never wish to stress you on anything.
i'll reflect on my flaws.
remember to ride carefully,
remember to have enough for your meals,
remember your daily skincare routines,
remember to rest well after long day of riding,
whenever you have headaches,
try doing head massage to relax yourself down.
i love you.
