by the bay, i acknowledged you-

2009-08-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

hey all .!

shifted my blog to

emblemofeternity.xanga.com

2009-08-20T12:44:00.004+08:00

bought 3 stuffs this few days.

Firstly is this epilator !

for hair removal, not yet tried but colleague told me its useful.

so i bought it at 29bucks. (:

can be found at best denki or any other stores under panasonic !

I personally love this Acne Cream !

i have an irritating pimple have been obstructing me for a week.

colleague Calyn introduced me this !

its good.! my pimple is slowly disappearing after 1 time usage.

PS:you can give this a try.(:

it only 3.95bucks at Watsons. (:

Bought DKNY perfume !

as my Eternity Moments from CK is finished.

time to get some change.

our love longevity ended?

19th aug.

last day of taka promotion..

its been long since my last off which is on National day.

tired tired.

catch up movie ORPHAN with jon !

after work at 9.55pm.

watched without Fiona as she' s out to Taipei !

comments about this show.

NICE !!

its scary at parts making people anxious.

the storyline is great as its never what people can expect.

worth watching dudes !!

had dinner after that at hougang.

then headed home.(:

2009-08-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

i saw something that made me disappointed.

all the words you have said.

everything you had done,

went down to drain..

i dont know what should i say,

i can only tell myself,

its about time for me to surrender when you are alr trying to..

what's the point of me being down when you are not?

where is the meaning of my words, i love you

when it doesnt even exist anymore?

is everything that you say is fake?

just a word to cool me down?

never give up?

will not let go?

or all along giving up this relationship alr?

which is true?

im tired of thinking..

tired of all stupid imaginations..

im done with it.

sigh.

2009-08-17T19:44:00.005+08:00

8th day since 9th August .

today is the 8th day im living without you .

im still not used to it.

ate at yoshinoya, drank finished the miso soup.

thought of you, asking me to not drink too much of it.

now, you are no longer there to stop me....

reached out my hands to hold on the pillar,

thought of you saying eek to my inwards elbow....

now no one ever do that to me anymore......

after eating, i got the habit to actually clean up the table,

clear up all bits and pieces before i leave...

i thought of you..

taking the lift,

when i lean on the wall, i thought of you pulling me up,

ask me not to lean...

now, no one stops me but i'll stop myself.

whenever i want to lay cutlery on the tray,

i thought of you and i just have the urge to pick it up,

and leave it on the saucer instead of the tray....

doing everything, without your voice and presence.

even hello panda is going against me.

i ate hello panda with no fillings,

its empty, just like how my heart is feeling right now.

no more supper, no more hello panda.

now even the perfume that you gave me its finishing.

is our love longevity the same as the perfume?

i guess you are in the midst of giving up.

but,

im not.

i'll still love you alone, just loving you,

but not having thoughts of getting back with you.

i'll still be the same as what i always told you.

im serious since the first time i told you,

I Love You..

2009-08-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

14-Aug
went for taka promotion.
for new lauched skin signature series.
wasnt say very good for sales,
but its good for gaining experience. (:

end work at 10pm.
met up with jon and Fiona for movie.
named, "xia dao siao"
local show by Jack Neo.
if i need to give a comment,
i would say, its kinda no link.
and its not worth watching..
cabbed home after that.

To you: Thanks for highlighting it to me, thanks for your concern.
I would take note, as thats the only way that i can make myself happier,
& keep myself occupied.
Honestly, i miss you..
Take care my love.

2009-08-13T23:54:00.014+08:00

13 August 2009

its a extremely LONG but FUN day !

woke up at 7.15am.

rushed to meet up Mandy and Calyn at Hougang train station.

head up to Novena for burger king breakfast before training at office.

tgt with Kiki and Gena too. (:

head up to office for training at 10am.

started learing Rosetta's massage steps.

Using our new launched product,

Skin Signature.

The power to transform ageing SK-II’S SKIN SIGNATURE SERIES

Based on the new insights on Skin Power and ARE, and the breakthrough discovery of the powerful cocktail of Oli-Vityl, Signaline™, and Pitera™, SK-II has designed an entire Skin Signature series to boost Skin Power.

The SK-II Skin Signature Series line-up comprises a moisturizer, mask and foundation to give women sustainable beauty they

can see (radiance), touch (smoothness) and feel (firmness)

haha, slight advertisement. laughs.

its fun as its like facial that i've learnt before in Beauty Therapy.

more on hand on and time pass fast ! (:

during break time, we went to walk walk.

and i saw contact lenses !

i bought Maxi Eyes!

buy 2 boxes free 2 boxes.

so i bought 1 brown and one black to big eyes.

and 1 brown and 1 black for normal dual color lens. (:

including one bottle of solution.

first spending, $60.90.

Back from break to office.

learnt about out new gadget, skin phone !

skin phone helps to measure Skin's Power Quotient(SPQ)

it actually captures photos and determine which SPQ level are you.

SPQ I , SPQ II or SPQ III.

it focus on customers who have aging concerns.

its cool and interesting!

everyone gets to bring home one each. (:

after training, im heading out with Mandy!

planned for shopping.!(:

changed and headed to first destination,

Far East.

ate Pon Tian once reached.

walked about at Far East and i bought a make up pouch.(:

therefore, this is my second spending of the day,

@ $24.90.

continued walking,

headed to a accessories shop,

bought earrings that matches my dressing today!

not really clear but its actually in navy blue color with star on one side.

(: its @ $19, my third spending.

followed by we head to Scotts to actually get my stockings for work.

then to tangs and we saw the 2 in 1 hair curler + straightening gadget.

it costs $49.

it took me quite awhile of thinking, end up i did not purchase it.

its bulky to carry, maybe some other days.(:

headed to Wisma and walked in to Charles & Keith.

bought a handbag which is so gorgeous !

where its only @ $29.90 !

so i whacked it straight ! ^^

Forth spending of the day.

then headed to Takashimaya.

headed to Kinokuniya,

bought VIVI magazine !

its @ $18.10.

Last spending of the day. HA !

headed to Paragon's coffee bean to chill.

captured photos, and here they are. (:

2009-08-12T21:50:00.003+08:00

i thought, but its not.
its just a fraut,
another bubble thinking.

went for dinner with friend,
while on the way,
i thought i saw your bike.
while on the way back,
i saw you alighting your bike.
heading to prata shop at my house area,
thinking if thats really you.

a note pad infront of me during work,

lift up the pen &

this just came out within a few mins.

you keep flash up in my mind..

surprises in my mind is always so wild.
but end up it always turn out to be disappointment.
i did something foolish after reaching home.
found out how dumb i really am,
but thats the only way that can let me sleep better.
told jon,
he said im seriously dumb.
but, thats how you can affect me.
doing anything willingly just to clear my doubts.

i love you still as much,
but i keep reminding myself,
we wont have the same happiness if we are tgt.
no matter what, i'll still love you in heart..
able to see you ytd, cant settle down my mind well.
but, im glad that you are just fine.
take care sweetheart.

13-aug : will be at office having training from 10-5.30pm.
(heading out with Mandy after training)
14-aug : will be at takashimaya for new launch promotion from 12-10pm.
(catching some movie i guess)
15-aug : will be at Bugis . 2.15-10.15pm.

2009-08-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

i realised its a mistake to text you,

as you dont even replies.

i realised its wrong,

i wont do it again.

Thanks to Fiona ,

Thanks to Jon,

Thanks to Mark.

You dudes brightens up my day.

Romance is never really what i can ask for.

2009-08-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

i envy...
this is the second time,
i saw colleagues receiving flower from boyfriend through delivery.
this time, is colleague and boyfriend quarreled.
this is just so sweet.
can feel the dote from boyfriend when they are at work.

i miss...
when i saw bikes riding pass me,
i start to think of you,
i miss you...
time is needed & i will endure.

10aug, working at taka 11.30 to 7.30.
11aug, working at bugis 2.15 to 10 15.
12aug, working at bugis 2.15 to 10 15.

2009-08-09T21:34:00.003+08:00

9th August.

my feelings was right.

told myself its never appropriate to doubt you.

but, i felt foolish to be proud.

boosting around.

when things aint right.

im serious about you,

been through so much to be with you.

but now, it has come to an end.

leaving you in silence is the biggest courage i can get.

i have no other choice,

last glance at you with tears rolling down.

leaving your house in silence,

a note of goodbye.

PF, you are the one that make me learnt from my past.

i thought i would never have the kind of sadness again.

i told everyone, i felt very happy when im with you,

and i cherish it.

I'll not forget every bits of things we have been through.

getting lost on the road,

smell of bike,

black oil on leg,

laughters we had,

cup full of lemon,

macdonalds,

ice cream,

supper,

dim sums,

egg with mayo,

jokes we always had,

and the hug you have given me.

all these feelings, i can never forget.

never ever had complaints of what other girls had.

was always happy being on the road with you.

mind your meter.

one last time, calling you baby,

one last time letting you see me cry.

in my heart, you'll always be my baby, my love.

i'll never forget you, and,

i've forgave you since 9th August 6am.

I've never ever wanted to leave your warmth.

i just feel that what you really need right now is time.

I LOVE YOU, im always serious about you.

22/05/09 the day by the bay,

you said you were ready for a relationship.

9/08/09 the day at your house,

i know you werent ready.

thats why i left.

never wish to stress you on anything.

i'll reflect on my flaws.

remember to ride carefully,

remember to have enough for your meals,

remember your daily skincare routines,

remember to rest well after long day of riding,

whenever you have headaches,

try doing head massage to relax yourself down.

i love you.

2009-08-07T23:03:00.002+08:00

apologies.

baby, loving you is what i did.

maintaining what i should.

flaws that overlooked.

learning , time , space.

understanding each other takes lots of patience and time.

PF baby , i love you .

2009-08-06T01:37:00.001+08:00

if we knew each other later , we might be planning for the future..

knowing each other at a right time , a right place .

time is all that matters , now i'll maintain the present .

slowly foresee the future .

2009-08-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

the only thing that im terrified of.

is it coming to me ?

when can i ever conquer the fear

of being betrayed by love?

i dont wish to doubt.

i hate to doubt.

when can i ever have trust in myself?

i hope things will be just fine...

baby, i love you .

i'll not ask for future .

but i hope to maintain present ,

as long as i can .

2009-07-31T01:33:00.002+08:00

New haircut . (:

OFF DAY !

Vivo,Town,East Coast! (:

2009-07-28T10:31:00.000+08:00

when i woke up this morning,
i felt empty.
Thats the moment when i know,
I'm missing you.

never presume nor assume.

not in good shape.

gonna do something to my hair.
cut, dye or anything.
just something..

2009-07-21T23:40:00.002+08:00

dont wish everything to be a disappointment.
always awaiting for surprises.
im still waiting for those tiny happiness in mind.

2009-07-21T00:22:00.003+08:00

missed romance.

missed the moments.

things always turn out to be what i dont expect.

tiny surprises could be done.

money doesnt matter, is the thought.

counting down to 22nd July 09..

2009-07-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

miss hanging out with you alone.
timing doesnt match due to work.
&
im trying to remain silent.
doesnt mean that i know nothing.

please know your limit & ask your heart
before doing anything.
im trying hard to treat it as nothing.

2009-07-16T16:58:00.002+08:00

trying to be normal.
dont wish our relationship to be affected by you two surrounding my boy.
i dont wish to quarrel.
i dont wish to make a big fuss about it.

since the day im with you,
i changed my habit.
i changed my style.
i changed my nonsense.
i hope all these changed is worthwhile.
i dont wish all my effort to go into drain.
i love you thats why i did it.

dont wish to reach the limit of revenge.

eating chocolate to make myself feel happier.
buying stuffs to cheer myself up.
what else....

2009-07-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

want to learn driving.
gonna enrol for BTT.
finding time ~ (:

2009-07-11T13:50:00.002+08:00

wednesday.
went home tgt with Mandy ! (:
met up baby at hougang, went home changed.
headed to marina to look for JJ and sher. (;
chit chatted.
went to marina barrage ! GOSH~~~
its darn beautiful ! (:
love the walkway.. love the scenery.!

thursday.
worked with swollen eyes.
bad day,
asked baby to fetch me home.
eyes was in terrible state. ):

friday.
MC ~
eyes swell even worst.
whole eyelid swollen ...
pain , swell & it hurts everytime i blinks..
waited for baby to come meet me at noon..
went to see doctor.
ME:"will i be okays by tmr?"
DOC:"hah~ not so fast. at least 2-3days"
ME:"if it still continue to swell after 3 days?"
DOC:"then you got to head to eye specialist at Hospital."
gosh.. there goes my work day & i got another day of MC..

saturday.
second day of MC.
ytd night went to bugis with baby, JJ & sher.
met up something bad while on our way to cathay.
ate ben & jerry's.
went out with my swollen eyes..
wore a specs out. ):
intention to go ssdc to enrol BTT . (:
waiting for that lazy pig to get up..
sun burnt his ass & yet he is sleeping so soundly..
hungry, gastric, time for medicine. ):

2009-07-02T04:56:00.001+08:00

colleague's Mandy 21st birthday on 1st July ! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY . (:
worked 8am today for stock take.
followed by heading down to east coast for bbq after ending work at 4pm.
enjoyed.
had fun.
hope Mandy feels so too . (:
baby came over to fetch me at east coast.
headed back to rivervale plaza for dinner.
went to punggol end awhile,
went to punggol find his friend.
now just reach back his house at around 4.45am.
tomorrow is my leave.
wonder where should i go ? (:

goodnights (:

2009-06-29T19:34:00.001+08:00

i wished i could help..
my apologies .
hope i could cheer you up a little ..
but i just cant think of any ideas..
hope to see you smile.

2009-06-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

saturday , 27 june.
met up with baby after work.
headed to town, watched transformers with baby's friends.
enjoyed my time with baby, (:
ate breakfast, ate dinner after waking up,
did mask with baby. (:

my voice getting more and more man.
pay draining with speed.
terribly broke.
i work for my pleasure and entertainment.
but i see none of them mentioned above.

i love the dress i saw at far east.
i adore the skirt i saw at far east.
i longed to have a pair of white heels.
i desire to have a red wallet.
i wish to have a laptop...

but i see none of them appearing up to me..
it'll take me long.. ):
im not happy when i cant get what i want..
got to wait for my next pay.
this month's pay totally suck ! sigh.

2009-06-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

SICK.!

2nd day for being sick.

dont wish to get mc.

I NEED MORE CONCERN FROM YOU.

sigh.

i tried my best to help you in whatever i can

i hope you can appreciate and pay more attention to me.

at least "how are you feeling?better?" in the morning of your first message.

i dont know what i want.

i dont know whats wrong with me.

i dont have the strength to think about it.

im sick, i just need a companion.

whats the point of me being so qiong in work & yet i still feel so tired with no happiness.?

i want you to spend more time with me alone.

thats it. ):

2009-06-22T19:16:00.002+08:00

one month anniversary.(:

slow & passionate one month had passed.

tons of things happened but we have go through it well.

love the way you hugged me with that smile of yours.

slowly learnt how to realise your concern by heart.

baby, i love you & hope you like the present given.

pictures speaks memories.(:

2009-06-17T22:08:00.006+08:00

YES !
I finally managed to enlarge the photos.
Laughs .
FINALLY.
so here is the photos again . (:

More photos to upload soon.
Disfigured photos took with Fiona.
waiting for her to post.

Met up with Fiona & Shirley today at town.
we did something dumb.
we went to take neoprints when we are bored.
& thats when we realised that we are OLD !!
So tired after taking neoprints due to catching up with the speed.
(: fun.

2009-06-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

I had fun with fiona today.
K bye.
Fuck myself.

2009-06-16T13:31:00.003+08:00

went to tampines 1 yesterday with baby & JJ. (:

saw an addidas jacket & i like it alot ):

$122 having a discount of 30%.

should i buy? ):

shopped around, ate dinner.

stay around tampines for awhile.

headed back to punggol coffee shop to have a drink (:

home after that.

baby, im loving you more & more !

smiles.

Meeting up with fiona today after work.

cant wait ! (:

2009-06-15T13:16:00.002+08:00

yeah ! went to watch drag me to hell @ 11.55pm.

hahaha.

should i say this movie is more to comedy then horror?

laughs . some parts is scary and some part is amazingly funny.

not bad, quite worthwhile to watch.

i believe after you watch it, you'll sure gossip about it.

as im gossiping with fiona right now! wahahahas.

went to rounding with baby's friend after movie.

went to mount faber, kent ridge & back to kovan to eat.

reached home at 5am.

today off day, dont know whats my planning.(:

CANT WAIT FOR OUTING WITH FIONA ON TUESDAY !

I MISS YOU NANA ! (:

2009-06-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

13-june 2009.
baby fetched me end work at town,
headed to marina with his friends.
exciting trip from marina to woodlands.(:
love my baby.
love to see the backview of yours whenever we're on the road. (:
cute you. (:

14-june-2009
met up supervisor for breakfast,
work till 5.30pm.
intention of going jia hong's birthday celebration.
end up im the only girl so i skipped it. ):
waiting for time to pass.
going to watch drag me to hell with baby later.
so excited !
sis say its very scary.
i shall watch and rate it.
wahahahahas. (:

2009-06-12T22:43:00.002+08:00

no idea why
no idea when
i start to feel lonely
felt like im alone.

sorry my dear darling.
i didnt mean to agitate you that day.
first, i felt damn hurt when i being screwed by his mum.
second, something said by her made me cried.
didnt mean to put aeroplane for our outing at night.
but i just dont feel like going anymore.
i dont know how should i face you.
dont know if you are angry with it.
just to say, im sorry.
really didnt mean to have a tiff with you.

i felt lonely after quarreling with darling.
after baby get his bike.
understand that you'll accompany your bike more.
but, at least let me feel your existence?
sigh.
im hungry. starving.
feel like going out to eat alone.
but im just so lazy to move.
i suddenly missed eating @ lava rock & eating prata.
bored.

met up with wenyan for lunch today.
she's still as cute & funny.
meet up soon. (:

2009-06-10T22:56:00.004+08:00

I still cant get the photos enlarged.
Shall stick with it. (:

2009-05-28T15:13:00.003+08:00

Love being acknowledged by the bay of Esplanade.
22 May 2009 .

I dont know the reason WHY i Love you .
I dont know WHERE i get the courage from to get to you .
I dont know WHO to turn to when i realise love from you .
I dont know HOW to face it when i felt helpless .
I dont know WHEN i can say I love you .

All i know is, I've come so far.
Knowing I've developed love with you,
I'll not have a chance to give up.
Willing to change to get you in hand.

Cherishes every single time with you.
Changing every lifestyle of mine to suit yours.
I'll support you , I'll be your encouragement.
Stay with me , Dont leave me .
Hope everything is worth it .
Just need you to be by my side when i need you.

2009-05-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

I want a man, not a ~~boy~~.

a man who knows how to appreciate the things I do for him.

a man who pampers me with something that money can't buy

a man who knows his mistakes and try to make it right.

a man who can be my pillow whenever i need someone to lean on.

a man who knows when to give in and let down his pride.

a man who'd communicate, listen and respond

a man who respects me, my family and his.

a man who enjoys what life has to offer.

a man who can say yes or no instead of 'anything'.

a man who won't keep me waiting though the day or night.

a man who (at least) try figure out what's going on inside me and resolve it.

a man who help the relationship work when it gets tough

a man who'd never lay his hand on woman

a man who works hard and planning well for his future

a man who is motivated

a man who takes responsibility for his actions

a man who gives me freedom that I need.

a man who loves me with no doubts.

2009-05-13T03:01:00.002+08:00

Apologies Everyone !

Didnt mean to put my blog rotting.

Just that nowadays there's tons of things happening.

Firtsly , no longer having sweet around.

No more sweetness ,

No more care & concern ,

No more perfect boyfriend being there for me.

Dont ask me why , I can only say , The problem only lies with me.

I'm counted as single.

Not knowing what position I am at now,

Waiting for a confirmation with sweetness..

Thinking how long will i have to wait ,

but since the day i known you, I've been waiting.

So i'll still wait for our confirmation.

Though i dont experience all the sweetness, care love & concern i once had,

But i do get the warmth feeling.

I dont mind you not having transport,

dont mind you can give me surprises with huge expenses.

I just need your presence , & some simple surprise at times will do.

I understand that you dont really like to express your true feelings to me.

I admit that at times its totally difficult to get me to understand you.

Its tough for me to really know how you thinks and if you really cares.

But i'll still try my very best to understand you well..

I believe i can .

Though it really really stress me out & push me to a corner just to understand you more

& figuring out your thoughts, I'll still hang on as i believe its worth it.

Be who you are , just let me have a tiny position at your heart.

Respect me & give a thought for me ,

Express some Love Care & Concern at times let me know your existence..

Thats all i need .

I dont need cash nor transport.

I only need Love . (:

I ask myself if i love you , I believe i do .

I told myself that i need to understand you .

I should stop struggling , I should stop hanging around...

I miss my girls too.

Awaiting for June meet up. Loves..

2009-04-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

"Blindfolds you yesterday ,
give me a chance ,
& i'll give you tomorrow."

Life still needs to move on .
Overcoming barriers to maintain .
Let me know that we'll be fine .

Sorry to hurt anyone of you .
No matter what , you are still my love .

2009-04-12T10:44:00.002+08:00

It has been so long since i last updated .
Okays , let me say roughly about this few days .. weeks ?
Working Working & Working .
When have time , will catch a movie with sweet .
Being together for 4 months plus ,
Time past fast & i love him . (:

"He" messaged me one of the week .
To You , E : Im in love with a guy who loved me
You choosed the wrong path and so be it
You dont treasure yours right now but i do .
Doesnt mean that i working at SK II , im rich .
Pay is not as attractive as you may think .
DONT make me feel that you faked all the way just to lend money .
Its time for you to think , to be stable .
You WILL be happier this way .
Good luck & Bye ...

"Another He" called me one of the week .
To You R : I'm attached , I respect my boyfriend .
Jealousy occurs when you called me to cock .
Its ok to call me as a friend , But why ?
Why always call me when you're being dump & felt alone ?
Dont make me feel that im a spare tire for you to play with .
I wont join you along .
You too , Good luck in your life & Bye ..

For the two of you , E & R .
You guys are someone i cherished ONCE BEFORE .
No longer the same for now .
Who i cherish right now is
My Love , Zhi Hao .
My Beloved , Fiona .
My darlings , Carealynn , Emily , Fioan , Yeo & Loe .

Thats my life for now .
No interrupts & disturbance .
I like it this way .
Let me continue to be happy .
I dont with to sob like the past .
Just because how the both of you treat me .

Thought of the day : We need each other.

Many living things need each other to survive. If you are familiar with the Colorado aspens,

you may have noticed that these trees do not grow alone.Aspens are found in clusters, or groves.

We're told that the reason for this is because aspens can multiply from the roots.

They send up lots of new shoots every year. These become saplings that grow quickly and make new baby aspens of their own. In some groves, all of the trees may actually be connected by their roots. It is as if they are one tree.

Another tree, the giant California redwood, may tower 300 feet into the sky. We've seen pictures of tunnels carved into massive trunks wide enough to drive an automobile through. It seems they would require the deepest of roots to anchor them against strong winds. But instead their roots are actually shallow -- they spread out wide in search of surface water. And they reach in all directions, intertwining with roots of other redwoods. Locked together in this way, all the trees support each other in wind and storms.
Aspens and redwoods never stand alone.

They need one another to survive.People, too, are connected by a system of roots. We grow up in families that nurture and guide us. We learn early to make friends who support us in different ways. We are not meant to survive long without others. And like the giant redwoods, we do best when we hold onto one another and help each other to keep standing through life's storms. We need others to hold us up, encourage us and to stand with us.When I'm not doing well, it is often because I am going it alone. I don't always let others in. I forget to ask for help; I keep my problems to myself.

And though I may not see it, others around me might be doing the same thing.It helps to remember how much like those trees we really are. It might be time to let someone else help hold you up for awhile. Or perhaps someone needs to hang on to you.

-- Steve Goodier

2009-03-27T19:20:00.005+08:00

Friday , OFF day .

sleep till about 11 plus .

went to chinatown with sweet to

top up our stocks for shampoo.

went to ang mo kio.

bought press powder & face scrub.

went back to sweets house.

relaxing off day ,

work starts again tomorro, at vivo tangs tea event.. (:

Thursday .

watched movie at 11.30pm with sweet .

Confessions of Shopaholic.

Nice show .

True Facts .

worth watching .

Espcially for girls who love to shop ~ (:

Monday . After work .
Meet up with Emily & Carealynn darlings.

watched movie ,
Street fighter.Not a bad show ,not a perfect show ,

so what do you think ?(:

2009-03-19T16:48:00.005+08:00

updates .. (:
watched movie "coming soon" with sweet.

on monday .. ^^

saw fioan tao eh at cineleisure after work.

sweet bought tickets for 12:10am.

RATING FOR THIS SHOW IS 5 STARS !!

perfect horror .

suspense , scary , fantastic !

a way to scare your girlfriend out .

a way to allow your girlfriend hug you for no reasons .

for guys who are wooing any girls ,

bring her watch this show & you'll be the hero !

laughs laughs !

abit too far off ..

just want to compliment that this is a perfect horror show.

it seems so real & made you feel that you're in the movie.

EXCELLENT !! (:

working now at wisma .

heading home at 6pm for dinner . (:

maybe watching "PAUL BLART: Mall Cop" tomorrow after work with sweet.

hope that its a good show !

cant wait to watch ,

movie sprees is going on with the sweets !

lol . updates soon . (:

2009-03-15T11:20:00.013+08:00

FIOAN'S 18th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION.
14th MARCH , Saturaday
She Bangs @ ClarkeQuay

2009-03-15T11:10:00.004+08:00

tuesday went to kbox @ night with sweet & de feng.

sing sang sung , ,

drink drank drunk. . . ^^

friday went to watch suspect x with sweet @4pm

continued watching race to witch mountain @9.20pm

headed home after that..

sweet: every minor actions you did. i felt so touched & love.

THANKS MY LOVE & I LOVE YOU. (:

2009-03-10T00:27:00.001+08:00

LOOKING FOR JOB?
JOB AVAILABLE HERE :
RECEPTIONIST JOB @ JEAN YIP HAIRDRESSING.
VENUE @ THOMSON PLAZA.
INTERESTED .?
TAG ME , (:

FREE HAIR SERVICES @ JEAN YIP !!!

2009-03-08T09:35:00.005+08:00

5th of march !

Happy Third Month to the both of us.! ^^

went to watch movie bloody valentine 3D with sweet after work.(:

Nice show ! Must watch . ^^

We did went to watch kung fu chef at one of the nights too.

This show i rate it well too.^^

yesterday went to chalet after work.

to celebrate fiona's birthday.

apologies for reaching late.

roster keep changing.

but fiona, hope you're happy about everything they have planned.

HAPPY COMING BIRTHDAY ON 9th MARCH ! (:

i miss my darlings .

attachment ending on 9th march .

lets meet up soon..

coming up with fioan & emily's birthday.

save $$$$$$$$$$ !

gonna continue working in SK II .

stay in this job & earn money to get diploma cert in make up.

working moments starting from 16march onwards. (:

2009-03-07T00:38:00.003+08:00

LOOKING FOR JOB?

JOB AVAILABLE HERE :

RECEPTIONIST JOB @ JEAN YIP HAIRDRESSING.

VENUE @ THOMSON PLAZA.

INTERESTED .?

TAG ME , (:

2009-02-26T00:50:00.002+08:00

on 21st feb

meet up with janice, caroline & hui ya.

@ tanjong pagar.

went to get pay.

went to scotts.

ate lunch,

shopped at far east with caroline & hui ya.

bought arcade joystick for sweet's PS3.

gave him as a gift for his birthday on 28th feb.(:

hope you like it sweet. (:

work work work ..

did meet up with carealynn & emily darling few days back.

headed to bedok block 85 for dinner tgt with my sweet.

today, 25th feb

sweet came to fetch me end work at scotts.

went to cine & have dinner at hongkong cafe.

headed home after that.

working tomorrow @ wisma atria.

awaiting for saturday's off to celebrate my sweet's birthday.(:

awaiting for march 5th.

contract ends for attachment.

12thmarch going back to school for presentation.

& yeah , graduation ! (;

(((((:::: gtg . sleeping soon. CHAOS !

2009-02-17T11:37:00.003+08:00

On Valentines day itself,

IM WORKING !

sweet fetched me end work with a blue rose,

Like this :

im surprised to receive this rose.

as sweet have already gave me 3 stuffs..

so this is what he said,

"valentines day without a rose is very weird, so i got this for you!"

laughs laughs .

okays, thanks sweet.(:

as for me, i only bought a cap for sweet.

im sorry ! im just so broke right now..

pay delayed, can only go down collect on 21st.

I PROMISE, ON YOUR BIRTHDAY I'LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING BETTER!(:

On the 15th .

cliques came and look for me at bugis.

darlings fioan,lina yeo,lina loe, emily & carealynn !

sorry to make you all wait for me to end work AGAIN..

lol.

Thanks carealynn darling for the valentines day gift. (:

Alrights.. Stopping all the hoo haa right now.

i gonna stop & go prepare to work..

working 2pm @ Wisma today..

ARGH..

im halfway sick.

*SORE THROAT*

2009-02-14T10:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO MY LOVEONES !! (:

alrights , out with FIONA on thursday ! (:

went back to North Vista to get her cert !!!

its like she have been graduated since 2007 !!

OH FIONA !! lol .

we cabbed to bugis after that .

so lazy to journey with bus all the way to bugis . =p

ate LONG JOHN SILVER with FIONA !

its been long since i last ate this with you . lol

shopped about & slack about .

here are a few photos for the day ! (:

FIONA , this pic is for you !

After meeting up with fiona,i meet up my sweet at cityhall station. headed to eat dinner below Singapore Flyers.Celebating our valentines .here are some photos .

& sweet, I LOVE YOU !! (:Valentine's Present from sweet ,

THANKS & I LOVE YOU . (:

2009-02-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

hey yo !! (:
working pass few days .
floating around different counters .

went to hougang mall today after work .
meet up my sweet to have dinner .
bought acer laptop !!! (:
its cheap & nice .
so its worth buying . (:
shared the amount with sweet .
heeshees .
headed to hougang plaza to have our dinner .
saw yiwen at plaza . (:
miss all my classmates so much . ):
meeting up with fiona on thursday .
can't wait !!! (:

shall blog again when im free then ! (:
good bye ! !

2009-02-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS UP !

6feb: went to watch movie with sweet .

watched underworld.

bought couple ring for valentines day,

ate at TCC .

played pool at paradize.

bus-ed back to ave 8.

ate mac, prosperity meal,

headed home, sleep . (:

7feb: celebrated grandpa's birthday at jurong.

photos would be up next week .

in my sis' s camera .

lots of photos inside .

more to come . (:

2009-02-04T11:00:00.000+08:00

hello hello !
here to blog about yesterday .
worked at wisma from 2pm - 10pm .
met new colleague, kriss .
sweet & funny girl .
enjoyed working with her . (:
after work, headed to paragon to meet up with darlings !
darling carealynn ,
darling emily ,
darling fioan ,
darling lina yeo
&
darling lina loe !!! (:

sorry to keep you girls to wait so long .
went to cine for shokudo session at cine .
is that how i spell that restaurant .?
laughs !
limited time spent together but i enjoyed .
few photos would be up tonight .
met up sweet at hougang station & he fetched me home.
slacked awhile & headed home. (;

2009-02-03T10:12:00.001+08:00

photos up !

from the top ,

out with sweet for movie .

went to sing k with carealynn darling .

met up with emily darling after her work .

photos of previous outing with darlings at clarke quay .

2009-01-28T11:47:00.000+08:00

summary of past few days ,
quick update ! (:

19th celebrated mum's birthday .
surprised her at 11.30pm .
with a cake that she didnt expect .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! !
*photos would be uploaded soon*

25th new year eve .
worked at tamp till 5.40pm .
headed to pasir ris , grandma's house .
had renuion dinner , headed home .
mahjong session with family members .
met up sweet . (:

26th , new year first day .
headed to grandma house at pasir ris .
headed to grandma house at jurong .
met up sweet when reached home .
went to sweet's house .
waited for sweet's father come back ,
transported to e-hub for movie !
movie at 1.40a.m .
reached home at about 3plus 4am .
sleep after that . (:
*photos would be uploaded soon*

27th , second day of new year .
woke up at 1plus .
headed home to prepare .
met sweet at 3pm .
went to god dad's house to bai nian .
slacked & chit chat with him ,
left at about 5plus .
headed to amk hub for movie .
ate at nebo cafe .
went home at 11plus 12 .
sleep . (:
*photos would be uploaded soon*

28th , which is today !
work starts today .
feeling kind of tired and lazy .
but no choice , working at 2pm @ wisma .
ok , gtg prepare .

updates of photos coming up soon . (:

2009-01-24T22:00:00.002+08:00

NO MATTER HOW HAPPY
A COUPLE CAN BE .....

THERE'S BOUND TO BE ,

QUARRELS .
OPINIONS FAULTS .
ATTITUDES .
TANTRUMS .

TIME IS NEEDED TO ,
UNDERSTAND.
GIVE IN .
TENDER LOVE .
COMPLETE CARE
&
COMPLETE CONCERN .

DON'T FEEL GOOD BEING HURT .
DON'T FEEL GOOD BEING SHOWED ATTITUDE .
DON'T FEEL GOOD WHEN YOU SAY
"NOTHING"
BUT , THERE IS SOMETHING BOTHERING YOU .

I'M LEARNING YOUR POSITIVE POINTS.
I'M ENDURING YOUR NEGATIVE POINTS .
YOU'RE LEARNING MY POSITIVE POINTS .
YOU'RE GIVING IN TO MY NEGATIVE POINTS .
I & YOU .
LOVE IS WHAT WE WANT .

I DON'T WISH TO CRY.
DON'T LET ME HAVE THE CHANCE .
I WANT TO BE HAPPY LIKE THE FIRST MONTH .
I WANT TO CONTINUE HAPPINESS LIKE THIS .
SHALL WE .?

A twist in my story

2009-01-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

worked at tampines today.
from 12pm till 8pm.
met new colleagues ivy and siying.
friendly colleagues, knowledge earned.
not bad sales today. :)
higher target to aim.
very broke , no money.
pay day still long too..
have to wait for newyear to recover my financial crisis.
laughs . i miss my girlfriends. hope you girls are doing fine. with love. :)

A twist in my story .

2009-01-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

16 - 01 - 09
worked morning shift today .
10am - 6pm
miss tan came & visit me .
laughs .

headed to plaza sing to look for my sis .
waited for parents & bro to arrive .
ate swensens to celebrate my mum's birthday .

home after that .
sweet came over to my house .
helped my sis dye hair .
& it shall be my turn later .

working at tampines tomorrow .
hope everything would be smooth .
(:

A twist in my story

2009-01-15T11:46:00.000+08:00

14 - 01 - 09

worked till 10 pm .

sweet came to fetch me end work .

darlings carealynn & emily came too ! (:

went to eat dinner .

miss those chit chat times with my darlings .

headed home after eating ,

rebonded my hair till 3.30a.m .

back to sweet's house & fell asleep . (:

15 - 01 - 09

OFF DAY TODAY .

plan to stay at home and rest .

gonna fetch sweet end work tonight . (:

grabbed photos from loe .

last year's clique's chalet . (:

A twist in my story

2009-01-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

10 - 01 -09

started my first day attachment at wisma .

cool & steady ,

friendly colleagues .

learnt things that i should .

made friends that i could . (:

sweet came to fetch me . (:

headed home together .

11 - 01 - 09

work again .

memorized prices of products .

served customers .

good experience . (:

sweet came , headed to far east .

collected my handbag .

ate mogu mogu .

& bus trip home . (:

12 - 01 - 09

work work work .

same thing .

get to know much more .

met up with hui ya & janice after work .

went to eat dinner .

headed home after that .

met up with sweet at hougang station .

fetched me home by then (:

13 - 01 - 09

work .

laughs .

boring day .

quiet workplace .

ate lunch with hui ya & cai hwa .

home & met up with sweet .

went to eat roti prata & home after that . (:

14 - 01 - 09

working today at 2pm .

its so windy this few days .

beware of getting blown away my friends . (:

rebonding my hair tonight .

so excited .! (:

A twist in my story

2009-01-10T10:02:00.000+08:00

05 - 01 - 09 to 08 - 01 - 09

attachment of school started .

training for sk II at novena office tower .

good learning progress .

learning deep knowledge of sk II products .

learnt service for customers .

learnt deeper skin anaylysis . (:

09 - 01 - 09 .

OFF DAY ! (:

met the same off day with my sweet & emily darling .

headed to town for shopping spree , buying new year clothes .

shopped till night ,

ate mogu mogu ( is it spell like this .? )

lol . its at far east plaza .

after eating , darling headed home . (:

both sweet & i went back to hougang .

met up with carealynn darling & ks bear bear . (:

slacked till around 12 .

& i headed back home with sweet . (:

10 - 01 - 09

First day of my attachment today at wisma .

hope today would be a good day .

& hope im able to blend well with my colleagues .

looking forward for this attachment journey . (:

A twist in my story

2009-01-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

updates !

05 - 01 - 2009

ONE month with my beloved sweet .

WE both have work .

WE both initially had no intentions of celebration .

WE looking forward for yearly celebrations .

BUT my perfect sweet ,

GAVE me a perfect surprise .!

ROSES given by sweet when i met him downstairs my house .

YOU are SWEET !

THEREFORE in return , we went to eat dinner on my bill .

I love YOU (:

A twist in my story

2009-01-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

A twist in my story

2009-01-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

ANYONE LOOKING FOR PART TIME JOB .?
SALES ASSISTANTS AVAILABLE .
VENUE , CLARKE QUAY CENTRAL MALL .
SHOP NAME NEWFOUND .
MY FORMER WORKING SHOP .
INTERESTED PLEASE TAG . (:

A twist in my story

2008-12-29T10:21:00.000+08:00

work yesterday from 4pm till 10pm.
carealynn came & look for me . (:
spotted one dress from club marc .
gonna buy it today . (:
sweet came to fetch us & we went to lavender eat .
chit chatted & home sweet home after that .

outing with my darlings today ! (:
cant wait to upload photos ! love you girls . (:

some photos of us going to chomp chomp
& kent ridge park .
after girlfriends outing on , 18 december 08. (:

2008-12-28T09:05:00.000+08:00

27december 2008 .
accompanied sweet for dinner at 684 .
stayed at home watched show .
went for a spin to changi & ehub . (:

awaiting for outing with darlings tomorrow .
working today at 4pm till 10pm .
shall take a nap now . (:

2008-12-27T13:19:00.000+08:00

MOVIES WITH SWEET.
nice movies ,
worthy to watch .
watched on fridays .

Pictures taken before heading for movies.(:

Thursday , 18 december
outing with girlfriends ! (:

Monday, 22december.
outing with cute mummy.!
plaza singapura .
ate cafe cartel's lunch.
shopping. (:

23december, outing with sweet
east coast park .
played pool . (:

24december, outing with sweet's clique.
no countdown celebrations.
intentions to eat at geylang.
too crowded .
headed to kovan 212 & acc them eat .

25december, MERRY CHRISTMAS !
headed to sweet's workplace ,
fetched sweet end work . (:
home & met up carealynn darling & fiona beloved.(:
slack , prata , sent each home sweet home .

26december .
movie , bedtime stories at amk hub.
back to sweet's home for dinner.
out to east coast.
played games .
had fun .
we have lots of things in common ,
& sweet , i love you . (:

2008-12-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

intention of changing blogskin.
time rushing.
short update.
wednesday , work full shift.
thursday , out with girlfriends to town.
*photos upcoming*
thursday night , kent ridge park.
friday , outing with sweet .
movie *yes , man* & *IP man*
nice show , worth watching.
*photos upcoming*
saturday , work work , 2 to 10pm.
saturday night , chomp chomp with sweet & yuan.
sunday , work 11 to 8pm.
dinner at kovan with sweet & darling .
home after that.
monday, out with mummy to plaza sing.
*photos upcoming*

gonna meet sweet soons !
update tomorrow .
millions apologies !!! =p

2008-12-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

it was my grandma birthday yesterday ! (:
happy birthday to you grandma.
may you continue to lead your healthy life
& smile always like you always did .
i love you grandma ! (:
we went to downtown east, sakura for our lunch buffet.
bought a bouquet of flowers with bears for grandma. (:
after lunch, daddy, mummy, uncles & aunties went to JACKPOT ROOM!
my aunty brought me in.
gosh. it seems so cool.. when you hear the coins drop down,
its like "shiok" !!!
but. gambling is a waste of money bah.
just by a few clicks, 50bucks , 100bucks gone.
not worth it ~
met with with darling,
ate dinner together with my family. (:
met up with maomao.
slack slack slack . (:

time for dinner !!!!
i cant wait for thursday outing with girlfriends. (:
goodbye ! (:

2008-12-14T09:51:00.000+08:00

ok. im back to post !! (:

went to meet up my "agents friends"
laughs. its silly to say so .
but thats what they claim themselves as !
& they said. no names shall be mentioned.
we should not reveal our identity.
we must be secretive.
enjoyed my time with them ! it was fun .
maomao came over to compass & join us for dinner.
each of us headed home after that ! (:

went out with fiona for movie session .
movie: hell highway
rating: 1 out of 5
comment: it supposed to be horror. -_-
went to billy bombers for dinner . *nice*
went to vivo to wait for movie timing to appraoch.
silly pictures taken !
P.S: candid shots included. funny & UGLY !

went out with maomao.
songs of the seas night !
went to sentosa , went to watch songs of the sea.
its nice ! (:
thanks maomao. you're sweet. (:
before go out , mao still help me temporary perm my hair!
pictures up ! (:

went out with wenyan to bugis,
plaza sing fish & co .
far east . (:

work full shift on wed & thurs.
maomao came to fetch me after work.
& wednesday he gave me a surprise ! (:

2008-12-09T14:25:00.000+08:00

very busy nowadays.
Busy out with maomao.
Busy out with fiona.
Busy out with kors.
Busy out with daddy.
Busy out with sister niki.
More to update next time.
Currently using phone to update.
Take care everyone!
I miss my clique darlings.
I miss everyone ! Loves.

2008-12-04T04:27:00.000+08:00

tuesday night.
meet up maomao again. (:
went to chomp chomp & have dinner.
went to changi see planes. (:
went to pasir ris park chit chat. (:
meet up friends at hougang slack.
home at 4am...

wednesday , examination.
was late & cab to school..
went to eat pizza hut with
darlings yeo, loe, emily & carealynn. (:
went home & prepared.
meet up daddy, accompanied him to ICA building to make IC
went to ps, have a drink & dinner.
back to hougang slacked.
waited for maomao to end work.
meet him up & studied throughout the night.
now waiting for time to pass & go school for exams later.

after this last exam i would be free-ed !!!
hope i can enjoy awhile before attachment starts.
time to study again.
good bye !!! (:

2008-12-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

12.40a.m , 2december 2008.
out with maomao~
went to kent ridge park for night views!
night view over there is gorgeous. (:
if i have a chance , i would want to go again.!
chat & chat & chat with maomao.
sweet person. (:
went home at about 2plus 3am.
sweet dreams followed up. (:

12.45pm, 2december 2008.
lol.
met up eugene & weiliang for lunch.
ate mos burger, bought lunch back for brother.
sorry for not going town with you guys.
im kinda lazy ! (:

catching up with maomao later again.(:
plannings , dinner at chomp chomp.
dim sum at changi. (:
cool cool ! (:

2008-12-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

exam today morning.
SLO paper .
a pass shouldnt be a prob .?
lol.

lunch outing with girlfriends ,
emily , linayeo , linaloe , carealynn .
pastamania , aglio olio . (:

dinner outing with eugene , jin wei & peng kiam at kovan . (:
slack with them plus weiliang at hougang .
i miss them so much !
indeed we catch up alot .
more meet ups !!!!

awaiting for girlfriends outing on 5th ! (:

2008-11-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

12nov, the last time you said I LOVE YOU.
15nov, i received your last kiss .
25nov, i received your last warmth , tight hug. thats all i can receive from you.

i wont be on the same stage with you on your wedding.
you wont be proposing to me.
i'll be below the stage giving you blessings..
videos of your silly movements would be published for your wife to see.
but the proposal video can only be viewed by me.
blessings for you and your future wife ...

i've done my best to continue staying contact with you.
i've done my best to survive whatever i can.
but all i can say is i failed everything, totally failed.
i lost everything, i tried to retrieve your feelings back.
but once you announced you totally feel nothing for me,
thats when i feel devasted,
thats when i know we're drawing to an end.

2008-11-27T02:39:00.000+08:00

work at 2pm today , totally not feeling well.
no appetite , nothing in mind but you .
starved whole day till closing ,
went to chinatown eat with friend.
headed back to hougang & slack.
school tomorrow at 9am & now is 2.45..
interview tomorrow at 3pm.. shag.
bored bored bored .
i keep thinking of you how am i going to sleep .?

i miss you my love .

2008-11-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

*edited before 17november08*

25th NOVEMBER 2008

supposed anniversary with you my love.
though it sounds weird to say supposed.
but i cherish.
i appreciated how we "celebrate" our anniversary.
i appreciate the last tight hug you've given me.
i appreciate you consoling me when i cry.
i LOVE you.
i MISS you.
i WANT you.

i dont mind being hurt,
i dont mind being made used of.
i dont mind you not having feelings.
i dont mind you dont give a damn about me.
i dont mind you not replying my messages.
i dont mind anything.

i'm willing to change for you.
being more mature,
kicking away my bad habits.
i'm willing to spend all my time with you.
i'm willing to tell you every single seconds,
how much i miss you how much i love you.

you can hate me,
you can win me,
you can give me up.

rodney my love, im not giving up.
im not going to let go so easily.
i love you means i love you.
you mean much more important then anyone else.
although we only been tgt for a short while.
this can cost me a lifetime of love for you.
dont ask me why, i dont know too.
i love you deep till i cant recognise.
i miss you lots till i've lost my mind.
who am i without you in my mind .?

i want to show my concern for you.
you can continue dont reply my messages.
i dont mind, as long as you heard my concern and care,
it doesnt matters anymore.

RODNEY, I LOVE YOU.
HUBBY I LOVE YOU.
SHIGONG I LOVE YOU.
WHATEVER IT IS,
AS LONG AS IS YOU, I LOVE YOU ... ):

nita loves carealynn [:

2008-11-25T00:41:00.000+08:00

:D:D:D nita loves carealynnn !!!!!!!!

2008-11-21T18:40:00.000+08:00

outing yesterday ,
k session . (:

slacking session . (:

jalan kayu session . (:
yishun dam slacking session . (:

with 3 diff group of people . (:

happening night .

i saw you with her .
holding her shoulder on purpose .
i might be single but i believe im much more happier then you .
you tried to provoke me , you managed to .
but i become much happier after that , i realise that you should be out of my life .
everything is over .
no matter what you do , dont regret .
GOOD LUCK .....

2008-11-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

im totally traumatised by you ..

i miss you so much .
i dont know what should i say to you.
say i miss you , seems wrong.
say i love you , wrong too.
i can only say it it .

rodney , you asked if i miss you , i do.
but by the way we text, we seems terrible.
what should i say to you .?
just by hearing your voice & your laughters.
im glad enough to lead a day with a peace mind.
i want you to be happy thats why i choosed this route for us.
im not happy of the choice i made, but i believe that you're leading better.
it doesnt matter if im happy or if i could smile.
as long as you can, how i feel doesnt matter anymore.
maybe the life we lead is different.

only till the day when...
you could adapt my life,
i could adapt your life,
we could give in to each other.
we could accept each other's opinion.
i could accept your habit,
you could accept my habit.
that should be the day when we can till eternity.
25th is the date, 17th is the date.
my love for you sinks, but that shouldnt matter anymore.

2008-11-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

i miss you.
i miss your dance.
i miss your sweet talks.
i miss your care and concern.
i miss your time spent with me.
i miss sharing noodles, eating breakfast with you.
i miss waiting for sunrise with you.

I MISS YOU.

2008-11-09T18:39:00.000+08:00

updates updates .. (:
thursday, went to school .
went for business school celebration performance.
town-ed with linayeo darling. (:

friday, school specially for ministers.
visits us at spa.
did pedicure.
end school at 12plus.
meet up hubby at compass.
ate lunch, headed back hubby's house.
hubby fell asleep, i cant sleep.):
night life went on...
meet up hubby's friend.
intention of viewing sunrise in the morning.
weather seems bad, end up at a basketball court.
seeing dark sky , slowly become bright.
i cherish moments with you hubby, you're sweet.(:
ate breakfast after that, went home & sleep.(:

saturday night life, meet up hubby's friend felicia.
she's a nice girl & easy to get along with.
she's cute. (:
glad to know her. (:
jy kor came, slacked awhile more.
headed back hubby's house.
i took a nap, wake up at 7plus.
ate breakfast with hubby.(:
sleep again after that.(:

woke up at 12plus.
auditioned, slacked.
headed back home, ate with daddy & mummy.
now going to audi with hubby.

hubby, thanks for everything.
i'll give you more care and concern.
sorry for anything that i've been lacking of.
i'll try my best to be a good girlfriend of yours.
I LOVE YOU. (:

PICTURES ON NEXT POST ! (:

2008-11-06T01:53:00.000+08:00

2008-11-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

alot of things happening since 190ctober.
broke off with you.
heart break because of you.
but now its all over.
its all too late.

hubby, walk with me till the end.

i fell in love with a guy who was there for me all the time.
whenever i needed someone to be there,
he would appear no matter what time & where.
knowing each other for 4years plus.
being in the same primary school,
same secondary school.
i knew you since i was sec2.
slowly you became my shigong.
helping me whenever i need help.
consoling me whenever i need a shoulder to lean on.
you made me love you slowly.
you're sweet, you dotes me.
i'll learn to let go what shouldnt be in my mind.
no matter what, i know you're there for me to lean on.
treat me well my love. i'll learn how to be a good girl of yours.
i'll learn to understand you more & more.
we've been friends for so long, now we're couples.
i love you hubby.
you're no longer my shigong, you're my laogong.
stay with me, dont leave me.
be my love. (:

2008-10-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

went to compass point with mummy today.
bought N78 , signed up new line. (:
phone is free, just got to pay for sim card money. (:
bought hair dye, dyed my hair. seems no much different.?

not happy this whole week.
conflicts , communication breakdown , tears.
whats happening to us , people asked .
what actually happened , i replied .
am i dumb to give this answer.?
whats happening to our relationship, i have no idea.
is this considered a critical stage of love.?
why arent you telling me everything in your mind.?
whats behind the scene of our love.?
is this the time that we gonna end.?
i thought you've came back to me, till the end.
but i guess im wrong, very wrong in fact.
arent i suppose to be your partner to share happiness & saddness with.?
why are you treating me like this.?
rumors of us not being tgt, wth.
what is this .?
where this rumors came about .?
sigh , dont ask me whats happening.
i totally have no idea about the whole situation.
i'm duped by your words & "love".?
let me tear, let me be alone, i cant feel your presence any longer.
is this the time that we gonna face it .?
i hope not, but i cant control the yes.
the pain im facing, who can understand.?

2008-10-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

i'm back !
computer was down past few days .
recap , was sick after chalet , sore throat .
currently still unwell & gonna no voice !
met up carealynn girlfriend on monday after school .
went for k session & back home .
tuesday back in school till 4,
ate long john with girlfriends at tamp mall.
meet up fiona at night !
played wii & watched 4bia online .
stayed over at fiona house till 10plus .
headed to compass to meet up darling janice, kianean, agatha & carealynn.
met up for project work , headed home after everything's done. (:

im so sick right now, i need your care & concern.
best is to have you by my side.
but you ain't here to look after me.
i miss you, if you have no idea that i do..

2008-10-09T19:22:00.000+08:00

Clique nine chalet photos up ! (: a martel hat .? =x

darling emily , you eating charcoal .? laughs.

fioan ! who you taking photo for .?

it seems as if im too small for the bed !

are you drunk my dear .?

happy birthday darling !
make a wish ! do you remember one
of your wishes .? laughs .

EMILY !

YUMMY YUMMY !

2008-10-09T19:02:00.001+08:00

Class chalet on monday , photos up !! (:

2008-10-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

today , early in the morning went to baby's house .
supposed to catch a movie in the afternoon but baby ended up
SLEEPING ! argh .
planned to watch at night instead after dinner with baby's family.
we ate till too late & cant catch any showtimes . gosh..
ate steamboat with baby's family.
a "farewell" dinner for baby's brother before he go in army on thursday.
good luck going in to camp ! (:
now waiting for some confirmations of mahjong session .
i hope its a yes .? laughs .
chalet starts tmr . cant wait for all the fun !
hope nothing disappointing would happen on these few days .
i miss you girls lots !!! (:

2008-10-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

wednesday outing for movie failed,
thursday work ,
friday re plan of movie outing failed.
fated not to have a date with you .?
everything is ruining my plan .
when can our outing run smoothly .?
chalet coming , more days not seeing you .
what should i do .?
we need more time , but you have none to spare .
i can only spill all my sadness here , cos you will never know .
you never view my blog at all , so whatever i feels for you ,
you will never get a solution to it . how i wish you can spare more effort on us.
goodnights.~